(I was blacking out like crazy while doing my toes so Justin helped me.)
When I was married almost 12 years ago I remember thinking how could I possibly love Justin anymore than I already do right now? I remember thinking my heart couldn't hold one more ounce of love, happiness, and pure joy towards him. I was IN LOVE!
Fast forward to the present date. I never imagined our life unfolding the way it has. I had a plan for us and our family and it was amazing, but I learned something. Someone else had a plan for us and our family and though it's been tough it has brought UNBELIEVABLE joy.
It has stretched my relationship with Justin in ways I never knew existed. A tight, deep bond has been forged and roots have intertwined so deep that there is no way to measure. There is no earthly machine that could sever the link between him and I. It is something great enough to last into the eternities. Literally, forever.
While I was cracking, he has been solid. He has let me borrow his faith and let me lean on his testimony. He has given me healing energy and let me suck out reservoirs of love that have helped me stand.
I feel so much love towards him that I could burst and if you told me 12 years ago that my feelings for Justin would be stronger, deeper, and more vibrant, I would have replied that there is no way that could be possible.
I was so wrong.
Justin is:
the chalk to my sidewalk
the frosting on my cupcake
the smile to my day
the 4X4 drive in the snow
the dance in the rain
the flutters in my stomach
the calm to my anxiety
the sparkles in my glitter
the french to my dip
the streamers to my party
and
the constant on my journey
(A bit of fun Kendall and I had waiting for Justin to come home from work complete with a Kendall hand print.)
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