
Something happens to you when you become a mother. Your eyes are opened to a whole other life. One you never knew existed. You never knew your heart could feel such joy when you and your little one leaves the store hand in hand and as you step into the parking lot, he tells you that he loves you.
You never knew your heart could feel so much pain as he sobs after skinning his knee. It literally rips your heart out and as you hold and kiss him better, you wish it was you instead.
Or you hear funny breathing in the middle of the night and run to his room to find him with bluish lips, a fever, and a bad case of croup. You don't think twice about setting up "camp" with him to make sure he is comfortable and getting rest. Steam treatments, Vicks vapor rubs, Motrin, and 3 am calls to the ER are instinct now and you wait with anxiety until his fever breaks.
Having children grows your heart, you love deeper, life is better than your dreams and you want every good memory to last and last.
The simple things: smiles, laughing, prayers uttered for lost toys, mending an argument with your older brother, being in awe of the creation of a grilled cheese sandwich, and reading stories with your "ducky" blanket on my lap are precious victories that penetrate my core.
And it feels so good to feel so deeply.



Your outfit on the way to swimming lessons...cowboy boots, goggles, and a severe case of bed head, complete with chocolate chips on your cheek from your breakfast pancakes.



You make me so happy. My heart literately swells when I hear your little legs running as fast as the can to jump up into my lap.